a black hole is black

F1010009                                                                 Singapore, 2009 (Kodak BW400CN)

It’s scary to think that I have perhaps wasted a good few years. Precious time. So precious.

It’s scary to think that I have perhaps destroyed relationships…for good.

It’s scary to think that I am relying on chemicals to function, for the implication is that I am not sufficient without, whether for now or always.

But. What I have gained…they feel like all the things I have been searching for for so long, desperately, consciously, unconsciously.

They’re worth the fight.

I have been wanting to return to my roots, for so long…

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